'See you next year' I tell my students but I myself am not ready for a new year. Everyone is excited about their new year plans tonight but why not me? I don't seem to be excited at all with any of the New Year parties that I'm invited to. I do not want to stay home but I do not see myself wanting to go for any of these parties at all. Sigh.......perhaps it's because I'm being greedy and I expect too much. I am indeed an anti-social who just don't feel like entertaining people whom I'm not comfortable with. Gosh, I suddenly feel like the Grinch